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Title: Unnatural
Fandom: Yami No Matsuei
Characters: Hisoka, Tsuzuki (Touda is mentioned)
Prompt: 011. Red.
Word Count: 231.
Rating: G.
Summary: Hisokaís thought about Touda ... and Tsuzukiís.
Author's Notes: I donít know where this idea came from and the ending surprised even me. Characters have a mind of their own and I suppose they just wanted to say these things.

There was something unnatural about Touda, Hisoka thought. Something just felt wrong about that shiki. He wished Tsuzuki wouldn't call on him at all.

It wasn't the way Touda talked to him, the constant arguing. The feelings behind those insults were completely natural and sometimes even caused him to feel slightly sorry for the shiki. Yet, something still felt wrong.

Maybe it was his fire. Fire was supposed to be red, even when it was shikifire. Suzaku's fire was red. Kurikara's fire was red. Only Touda's fire was black.

Hellfire. Hot enough to burn even a shinigami to ashes.

It had almost killed both him and Tsuzuki once, but still Tsuzuki wouldn't give up his shiki.

"Fire shouldn't be black," he informed his partner. "It's unnatural. Fire is light, black is darkness."

"I know," said Tsuzuki. "Hellfire doesn't belong in our world. It's different."

"There, you said it yourself. Touda doesn't belong here."

"Touda is my friend," Tsuzuki said. "And one of the best fighters I've got."

"I know he's an excellent weapon ..." Hisoka started.

"He's not!" Tsuzuki rarely shouted like that. "He's my friend. He isn't a tool. You shouldn't call him that. It'd hurt him."

"He calls me names all the time." Hisoka sulked.

"He isn't like you, Hisoka." Tsuzuki said. "He's too vulnerable, the most deadly of my shiki is also the most vulnerable of them all."

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